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i was told by a friend a couple of days ago, that i should try acting because it is something im very good at. At first i took offense as if i were being told that i was fake or something of that nature but then they went into further explanation of how I am able to hide pain or better yet, how I truly feel well. With that said I can not disagree with them. For some reason I have this thing were I always have to have on a smile for the outside world but inside I might be crying a river. So how does one know how i truly feel, i honestly don't have an answer to that question. Because someone could approach me right now and ask " Megan how are you doing today?". Even though i might be having the worst day of my life, i will kindly reply I am doing good and yourself. The other person now has nothing to go off of but what I have just given them.